forwards and backwards

Before the innuendoes, questions about what I wanted to be when I grew up, and observations, I lived in the moment.

I was very young.

Then I remember looking more and more into the future. Trying to know it, figure it out.


Now I find myself straddling between memories, the now, and what’s ahead, and I wonder.


How do I get back to living in the present?

For now I will notice. Maybe this practice will have me living in the present more often.

I wonder if this could help the economy. It makes no difference what money I made before or what money I can make in the future, all I have is what I have now.

So, this is true for everything. Maybe I will remember this.